THE SECRET

Man in Green Blazer Sitting on Brown Wooden Chair while Smoking
Credit: Yaroslav Shuraev

Ray slaps another length of paper on the wall, 

brushes it smooth, makes sure the roses 

align at the seams, sealed like an envelope over 

his own handwriting, a message he penned 

into the white plaster to Alice that he’ll whisper 

to her later in bed. He steps back, dreading 

the thought of waking every morning 

to all these roses, then leans against a wall, 

peels the seal from a pack of Luckies 

releasing the aroma of fresh tobacco. 

Alice, who chose the wallpaper, opens 

the front door, pushes strands of hair 

from her face while clutching keys and a bag 

of groceries. She calls out his name 

more like a question as if one day he might 

not be here because Ray has better things to do 

than paper a room. Alice kicks off her shoes 

and steps softly up the stairs. She sees him 

leaned against the wall like a guy in a cigarette ad, 

wisps of smoke lingering through sunlight. 

Ray hated the wallpaper, but woke every morning 

to it with Alice until he was gone. The paper 

yellowed, and the seams he carefully sealed 

parted to reveal what he forgot to say to Alice.


Bill Garvey‘s poetry has appeared in many journals across North America and beyond. His book of poetry, entitled The basement on Biella, was published by DarkWinter Press in 2023. His second book is due in April 2026.