CELESTIAL WHALE

WINNER OF THE WINTER 2026 POETRY CONTEST

Wire Sculpture of Whale Above Snow at Starry Night
Credit: Dimka Nevedimka

“The quality of the mind that engulfs external reality: echoes it, simulates it, resurrects it, kills it, nonstop…that is very frustrating, for sure.” –Duncan Trussell

In a freezing nursery:

under lowlights 

I’m still too fast    to be chased down 

I’ve become the florist:    endlessly knelt

among his thinning flowers

 sweet milk: leaking

from the right knee 

    beset by smoke rising in the distance

my lungs: taste

the air of time

the TV hums:

a New Jersey firefighter was recently lost in the line of duty 

&water pools on the floor 

the way it always has

besides all the towering terrors

that come into the kitchen 

&hunger for me

Pain: is a tiny animal   wandering from body to body

***

we still hear love songs on the radio: 

our fainthearts cry in bed

the pendulum swings both ways 

while my legs rest    at the end of a bathtub   

faucet sprouting 

between soft heels               

with the help of steel   &candlelight:   

feet become a swan

I blow the candle out

other skins are tougher to shed         

***

cruelties uttered   from tender throats                 

the pressure of a thumb    in the soft hollow    

beneath my Adam’s apple

we travel six hours in either direction: 

considering the distance sunlight has traveled 

to touch skin 

I turned 30 the way any man turns:

gently    in his sleep: bared-feet 

terror-stricken: I laid down 

among the tall grass  

*** 

sound fell on deaf ears:

as they came into the room   dressed

like doctors    friends

shot in the head

as they slept    amongst loved ones

in pull-out chairs    &hospital beds

soaking an olive headrest

in puddles of thickset claret

I wanna be above it all—to breach

like a fucking whale   &roll 

my whale eyes 

at the never-ending 

neurological echo 

the iterative wave 

of crucifixions 

the smell 

of a child’s brain 

in the air

but I can’t

&I won’t


[1] Ilya said: the deaf don’t believe in silence

something understood in relation to its absence, Phillips followed: I’m writing here in its midst

In ancient Greek the word for “to see” is also the word for “to know.”


Rob Weston is a poet, novelist and essayist with a master’s degree in poetry and fiction from The New School. Born and raised in Seattle, he now resides in Brooklyn, where he can usually be found slightly worn out, consuming pastries and contentedly failing at life in various capacities. His recent work has appeared in The Olive Tree Editorial and is concerned with the exploration of the subconscious, polyphony and ekphrasis.